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OK so that was kinda bullshit. My boyfriend didn't believe, which I wasn't too surprised with but he suggested I see some help when he saw all my notes and drawings of these lurkers.  Various things I've seen in dreams or thought I saw. Of course I know he was kidding, but it still pisses me off that hes being such an ass about it. He even slipped a number into my desk for some local doctor. However bullshit that was, that wasn't the actual reason for this update. Something, ... weird, happened.

Weird even on my level.

I heard that same shrieking noise last night while trying to sleep. Ignoring it the first time I rolled over and went back to sleep. A second time alarmed me. Upon thrusting myself out of bed and manically tearing open my curtains , there of course, was nothing outside in my back yard. I could have went out and looked for anything that could have made that sound but fuck that. That's how you get killed. I did however, go out and get a drink from my kitchen. That's... when it happened.  This symbol drenched in blood, fresh blood at that. No fucking idea what it means but it was drawn on the fridge door. As terrified as I am of this... that also wasn't the weirdest fucking thing that happened either...

this thing.... this this this... monster? Was crouched in the corner of the hallway. I don't have much else to say other than it was there cause I ran. As fast as I could to my bedroom, locked the door, and hid under the bed. (don't judge). The only thing I remember aside from that was the one word it spoke to me. It spoke some language I can't understand and I don't want to understand either however I recognized one word that stood out "Arkn-Gabriel".   It may have been two words but it felt like it ran together as one. This scares me. This scares the shit out of me. This scares the living shit out of me... I need to take a day to figure this out. ( why is this scaring me? because this is a monster that looked nothing like a lurker.... this... is something new. ).