x6

I've spent the last couple of days trying to collect my thoughts and trying to regain a little bit of my sanity. Of course, this isn't really helped by the Historian who decided to show up and spend every waking moment spouting false history lessons into my ears as I try to go through my daily activities and recapture some normality in my life.  Even during the day when this thing is supposed to apparently "sleep" or some bullshit it was STILL going at it.  I could write a book about the falsities of American history. The only interesting information this thing has told me is that its supposed to be like a guardian of some sort and that it comes from something called infer-nous.  Normally this would shoot a red flag for my sanity level however, I've heard that name once before while doing some research on lurkers.  I don't recall exactly where though, sadly. I wonder though, am i the first person to see this type of hallucination? and if this is my imagination why does it know things I've seen before? Is all this is in my head? or is there actually something happening right now? i think I need to see a doctor of some sort.  That name that Kurt left me, that doctor. It was something like "Ellis" I think. I guess he specializes in this kind of thing? Ill be taking a visit soon. Updates to be done.

x5

Fucking hell Jesus Christ. I thought maybe sleeping it off would make this thing go away but it fucking hasn't. God damned. I've been laying in bed all damned day long with this, this monster thing rambling at me. I tried going to the bathroom, going for a walk and even going to the movies but this fucker was there all fucking night. Finally once the sun came up the thing seemed to just,  leave.  God damned.  It didn't shut the fuck up. It rambled on about history. But, incorrect history. The most notable story was the one where it was present for the explosion of the titanic. ... Maybe I do need to see some medical help. Its bad enough my sleep deprivation has caused hallucinations, but, this is torture. Knowing about these lurkers are bad enough but I mean Jesus. This things an asshole. The only relevant thing I know about it is that it called itself a... dekn I think and it said its name was Gabriel. I have no clue what kind of mind process I'm running here to have these kind of sightings but I need to look into some sort of therapy for this.

I also need to get those bullet holes in the wall fixed.

x4

OK so that was kinda bullshit. My boyfriend didn't believe, which I wasn't too surprised with but he suggested I see some help when he saw all my notes and drawings of these lurkers.  Various things I've seen in dreams or thought I saw. Of course I know he was kidding, but it still pisses me off that hes being such an ass about it. He even slipped a number into my desk for some local doctor. However bullshit that was, that wasn't the actual reason for this update. Something, ... weird, happened.

Weird even on my level.

I heard that same shrieking noise last night while trying to sleep. Ignoring it the first time I rolled over and went back to sleep. A second time alarmed me. Upon thrusting myself out of bed and manically tearing open my curtains , there of course, was nothing outside in my back yard. I could have went out and looked for anything that could have made that sound but fuck that. That's how you get killed. I did however, go out and get a drink from my kitchen. That's... when it happened.  This symbol drenched in blood, fresh blood at that. No fucking idea what it means but it was drawn on the fridge door. As terrified as I am of this... that also wasn't the weirdest fucking thing that happened either...

this thing.... this this this... monster? Was crouched in the corner of the hallway. I don't have much else to say other than it was there cause I ran. As fast as I could to my bedroom, locked the door, and hid under the bed. (don't judge). The only thing I remember aside from that was the one word it spoke to me. It spoke some language I can't understand and I don't want to understand either however I recognized one word that stood out "Arkn-Gabriel".   It may have been two words but it felt like it ran together as one. This scares me. This scares the shit out of me. This scares the living shit out of me... I need to take a day to figure this out. ( why is this scaring me? because this is a monster that looked nothing like a lurker.... this... is something new. ).

x3

That was a bit of a false alarm. The issue at hand wasn't anything drastic and easily solved.  it still was however, a change in pace in life which means that I am still on to something here. I feel I need to do a little more research on these things and scour the internet looking for any signs of others who have seen these damned things.

OK.

That was going to be the end of this but before I hit send, there was a horrific screech outside my house. I have no fucking clue what it was but the neighbors are treating it as if it never even happened! I heard it dammit.  I know I fucking heard it. I may have had my music on but last i recall coheed and cambria doesn't have loud terrifying screeching in it.

I'm actually kind of terrified right now, I think I'm going to call my boyfriend here in a minute a see what he thinks,.

- Crest

x2

Something’s already happened.  It’s only been a little bit of time since I posted that message about the lurkers. Something has happened causing stress and drama to occur out of the blue. I knew it. I knew the risks. This is both good and bad for me. On one hand, this means that I have a bunch of life issues to deal with currently but on the other hand, one of those fuckers is close by. I’ve bumped into one or one is on my trail or something. But almost like clockwork, my hypothesis was right. I need to take a step back and work some of this shit out, but before long I will return. I WILL narrow my search down as well.  You will hear from me soon.

            - Crest 

x1

I risk a lot by sharing this information with you guys. I risk everything that i know and love but that's alright with me because this is important information that needs to be seen.  I've spent the better part of the last 5 years researching this.  I've gone obsessed with the idea of them existing.  have you ever wondered why life can be going good and everything can seem to be going in your favor and then suddenly without rhyme or reason, everything changes for the worse? Why suddenly without warning a friend will drop by with bad news or maybe some internet drama out of the blue?  This may all seem like really shitty coincidences and really shitty timings in life however I have dedicated my life to proving this is not the case! That in fact, there is a reason for altered lives and  un needed negativity in lives.  I have just one word that describes these changes -

Lurkers.

These lurkers , as far as I can tell are bird people by appearance wearing different variations of a beaked mask to hide their faces.  I haven't seen ones true face yet however, I plan to. be warned though, once you've read this you may experience change yourself. Knowledge is power, while the power of  knowledge may result in chaos.

- Crest